i disobey my mom sometimes cos i think she doesn't know the best or that her judgments are marred by her idiosyncracies or fixed ideas..
forgive me Lord for the lack of love and the pride that eggs me on to trust in what i think is right..
yet how much worse the sin of disobedience towards Your ways and plans.. Lord i know something in me feels i can do things in the ways that i'm used to without seeking to change.. forgive me and change me Lord.. Your ways are perfect and Your understanding no one can fathom.. i must surrender my will to do things my way... the way i handle students, the way i plan lessons, the way i think about a life partner... and then
trust that You know better, or rather what's best.
obeying a fallen human being may be difficult, but obeying the perfect God with infinite knowledge and wisdom should be easy.. if only the self pride doesn't come in the way..
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